My name is Jessica Dink. I am 19 years old stuck in a 12 year old body. I just recently moved across the country to Iowa for college. Probably the best decision I have ever made. However, being so far from not only my family but my friends. I felt like I lost myself. My regular routine changed, my exceptions, my desires, my outlook on life changed. So I wonder if this means I have changed? If so many things about myself just abruptly changed does that mean the person I was before isn’t the person I am now? I honestly couldn’t tell you, but not having anyone to talk to makes me feel like I’m drowning in my own thoughts. So I decided to make my own blog. If no one reads it so be it. I just need something to gather my thoughts or maybe find someone to relate to.
I was scrolling through Pinterest. When I came across this quote it said,”I’m on the hunt for who I’ve not yet become.” It made me think about myself and my current situation. I am aware of myself changing who I use to be. I’m not that dorky, shy girl from high school anymore. The question is who I am now? And what person am I even trying to become? So I am on the hunt to find myself, my adult self. I know I want to feel free from restrictions and feel as if I have full control over my life. I don’t know how to do that, just yet. I’m sure time with teach me, until then. I am on a hunt for who I have not yet become.